I need to come on here to really just let a lot of stuff out, i’m sorry if this is depressing and emotional.

Thursday i was told that my grandmas big brother, is back in hospital. He’s been ill ever since his grandson, Anthony Riddell died (1st July 2010). My uncle James was diagnosed with lung cancer, and it was only last week he said he wanted to die in his house, my grandma and his sisters and family have been at his bedside. Yesterday (28th April 2011) he was taken back into hospital, the doctors told him the cancer was too strong, therefore my uncle is dying just now, right this minute. He can’t fight it, it’s too strong! Although i dont want to believe he’s dying, i guess i have to put up with it and so does my family. I love you uncle james x