A bad time in my life? Well a bad time in my life was in July and October.

July - Well to kick it all off anthony riddell died on the 1st July 2010 and just a few days before his funeral i found out he was my big cousin.. and i had a big responisbility of keeping my friends who were close to him happy and console them and i guess that was pretty hard, cos i hate seeing my friends upset/  On the 10th July 2010, my other big cousin who i did know was my big cousin, he died also and I was depressed for such a long time after that.


October - October was horrible for me, as my big cousin andrew died of a brain haemorrage/tumour at the age of only 28, he left his family, kids and girlfriend. It was the hardest happening of the year for me, I was depressed for such a long time and sometimes i wouldnt even bring myself to smile or be socialable, but i had my family, friends and my boy there to support me every step of the way and im now a lot better